Weight: 159.2 Kg
Bust: 152.5 Cm
Waist: 129 Cm
Hips: 177 Cm
Ok, so here is the song :)
My last weigh in was 2 April 2010 and in that time I have put on 40.5kgs. I have gained 25cms on the bust, 27cms on the waist and 30cms on the hips. 16.7kgs away from putting it all on. So, I know it is a lot, but I didn't put it all on.
It's a sad song, but it's a different song. I don't want to hear "Oh God all that work". I know what I have done and I don't need anyone pointing out the bloody obvious ok? At this point in time, that is what I don't need. Nor do I want to hear "you should have gone back on it sooner". We can all be wise after the event. There is no point in being a smart arse about it now.
Sorry if I am hard hitting. I am currently unhappy with things. Sadly, one game that I love playing, World Of Warcraft, is somewhat tainted. I will probably be playing alts for a while until things change (if ever). If they don't change, c'est la vie. I know it is a game, but it's a game that I have enjoyed playing for 5 years. I am having a hard time dealing with my fun being spoilt.
Anyway, that is it for now. I will be doing some thinking this week. I need to figure out what went wrong in April 2010. So that means a little back tracking on my journal.
In the mean time, here I am again, on the eve of starting again. It all begins tomorrow morning (Monday). Wish me luck :)
Love
Mairwyn
Mairwyn I am in the same boat but firstly well done for being honest with yourself, i think thats the most important thing of all. People will always say you should do this you should do that and i hate it aswell because i know myself what i should and should not be doing, and i dont blame anything but my own action for putting weight on instead of losing. One thing is you did not put the lot back on you are still lighter then you were when you started the first time which is an achievement in itself :). One thing we should not do is go back to the what if's because in life we have so many . I am very proud of you for taking on this task again :0 and i am here for you 100% as i am on this road again myself, this lonely road .
ReplyDeleteI am so sad to hear that something has happened with WoW again :( i love playing it also its my time away from life to head to my alt ego :) i know u said u never wanted to join a guild again but hubby and i just made a small one for fun and we have hardly invited anyone so if u change your mind we would love to have u :) it be great playing with you and your husband. Mind u we might not get to due to us changing relam and to horde due to what u were saying :) its been a happy change
love you always
remeber your amazing
xooxxox
Onya hunny, I am with you 100%. You can do it, you know you can! Lets get our heads straight and kick this once and for all :)*hugs!
ReplyDeleteSorry to hear about WoW, I do know how much you enjoy playing that game, of course you would be upset!
ReplyDeleteAll the best on your new journey, I know you will do fabulous. And your honestly with yourself is so refreshing xo